multiple surgeries, including muscle transplants, tendon lengthenings and osteotomies.
One especially brutal procedure that many parents attempted to obtain for their children,
pulverized weakened muscles and their motor nerves with an electric riveter to promote
axonal sprouting - a uniquely medieval attempt to prevent permanent visible disability
(16,17). These procedures were administered usually without explanation and certainly
without consent since, especially at the height of the epidemics, hospitals were
overwhelmed by the sheer number of polio patients needing care
(10,11,12,13,15,18,19). Excluding young patients from treatment decisions and the
failure to communicate information about their illness magnified the severity of the
illness to the patients and permitted their inherent fear of death to emerge (14).
Questions or complaints about therapies were not infrequently met by staff anger or
punishment (13,18). Staff anger was viewed as a very real threat to survival by patients
who were isolated from parents and totally dependent on the staff. One patient described
this situation as placing her in "mortal danger" (15); she believed that the staff had to be
placated if she were to survive. Patients discovered that staff anger could sometimes be
prevented if they complied with hospital regimen without questions. Full participation
in therapies, without regard to pain or exhaustion, would sometimes garner brief
attention or even praise. Thus, the expression of personal needs and emotion were
punished by the staff while unquestioning compliance with and performance for the
staff were reinforced. Unfortunately, protection from punishment could not always be
assured. Patients describe staff who acted with unnecessary cruelty in maintaining order
and control on the ward. Family visits were restricted to only a few hours per week,
reinforcing patients' feelings of parental abandonment and dependency upon staff
(12,15,20). Normal, child-like behaviors were punished excessively. Several patients
reported having been locked in a completely dark closet overnight when they spoke or
cried after "lights out." Even appropriate and necessary nursing care could be withheld
for no apparent reason (15,18).
Many of the patients treated by this Service have related other instances of
psychological, physical and even sexual abuse at the hands of hospital staff. Instead of
causing patients to complain, such abuse further reinforced patients' belief that survival
depended upon the suppression of personal needs and emotion and unquestioning
compliance with those in authority. This belief is evidenced in one patient's rationale for
not reporting repeated sexual abuse: "I would have made my parents angry because I
was not doing what I was told and the nurses, who I depended on for everything, would
have punished me for making trouble for them. All I could do was stop feeling bad
about it and smile."
Under these circumstances, some patients report having lost their sense of "identity"
(18,20). Some report over-identifying with the staff and even expressed the desire to
become "orthopedic surgeons when they grew up" (21). Others apparently submitted so
completely to the hospital staff that they did not wish to go home or even asked to
return to the hospital following discharge (22,23). It appears that many polio survivors
learned to deal with their abandonment, loss of control, fear, pain and abuse by
submitting to those in authority, complying fully with external expectations and denying
personal needs, physical and emotional pain and even their own individuality (24).
These behaviors are evident in this summary of the "Good Chart" written by polio
wardmates at Baltimore's City Hospital (22):